Month: January 2025

  • Be Worth Being

    Be Worth Being

    Little Timmy Thompson is sitting in the back of his mom’s baby blue Ford Taurus station wagon. He’s in a reverse seat at 5 years old. They’re at a 4-way intersection and have come to a stop. He hears this thing coming up behind him and it’s screaming. He’s never heard anything like it in his life. Mom’s staring forward looks in the rearview mirror and little Timmy’s just back there shaking trying to get his head turned around. He can’t see what it is, but it’s getting closer and closer. It’s wailing and blistering out. It’s 104 degrees out the windows are cracked, it’s stifling in this car. “WA-AAH WA-AAH” just echoing out, little Timmy is trembling.

    It pulls up next to him and he sees a big flash of red. Pulls right out in front of them and screeches to a halt at 45 degrees. Comes up on the median, and there’s this 3-alarm house fire right there. This kid sees it from 30 feet away. Then this big strong dude jumps out of the backseat of the fire engine, huge handle bar mustache, looks like an NFL line backer. Fireman grabs the set of irons, looks back at that kid and gives him a wink then runs inside that house fire.

    From that moment on every single Christmas, every single birthday little Timmy Thompson has wanted to be a fireman. His mom bought him every single fire truck, every single fireman birthday cake, every single Halloween dressed up as a fireman. That is what he’s done. That is the only thing he has ever wanted. That one singular event has affected this kid, his entire natural life. Now he’s 17 years old the job fair comes to high school. Police, construction, military you’ve got the marines with the pull-up station, and you’ve got a fireman station. He’s the first one at the fireman station, “I want to be a fireman”, “I want to be a fireman so bad”, and you can see it radiating out of this kid. Tells the story about the guy with the handlebar mustache and says “This is all I’ve ever wanted to do”, “This is my calling”. The anticipation has just built and built.

    Kid graduates, he’s 18 years old, where is he? He’s at the fire academy. Going through the academy, does the entire thing, graduates top of his class. 4 or 5 years into the job he’s waking up ready to go on shift, pulls back his handle bar mustache. Now he’s 6′ 1″ 240lbs, he looks like that NFL linebacker. He jumps into the truck and is going to the fire. He jumps out, sees that little kid in the back of his mom’s car. Gives him a wink and that nod. He’s infected that kid with the same thing that happened to him. It has come full circle.

    Moral of the story is: little kids want to be like us. That one small moment inspired little Timmy Thompson. Like so many of us, from that moment on he had no desire in this world but one: to be a fireman.

    We must never take it for granted how little kids see us. They want to be just like us, so be worth being. Take the time to show a child around your fire engine. Look out the window and wave back at kids as you’re going on calls. Do station tours, and show them you care. Hand out stickers and helmets. When you hear that kid whisper to their mother in the grocery store “there’s a firefighter”. Go over and say hi. Be a part of your community. When the neighbor’s house catches on fire and you’re rolling hose and picking up shop, let the kids climb on and play in the fire engine. After all, it is THEIR fire engine. Most importantly, be a role model for these children. You might be the only one that some of them have.

    How many other occupations can honestly say they have a job that kids love and look up to? We certainly do. Never take this lightly. We must always be looking and willing to take the opportunity to make a kid’s day. There are numerous opportunities throughout the day to show a kid that we are who we say that we are.

    We have to do our job.
    And our job is saving people.
    Allowing Moms to become grandmas,
    Fathers to dance with their daughters,
    Kids to live longer than the parents.

    We should never be disgruntled or inconvenienced by these children who just want to get to know and spend time around their heroes. It’s an honor to be viewed the way we are, and we must honor their desire to be like us by being worth being.

    That little 7 year old that waves at you as you speed by.
    He’s waving at HIS fire truck.
    He expects his heroes to be on it.
    Do you measure up?

    Be worth being.

  • You need to care about EMS

    You need to care about EMS

    https://www.lexipol.com/resources/blog/emergency-fire-response-to-code-3-or-not-code-3/
    https://www.lexipol.com/resources/blog/emergency-fire-response-to-code-3-or-not-code-3/

    We have all heard it. We have all seen it. Most of us have felt it ourselves in some way.

    “EMS sucks.”

    “We are firefighters, we don’t need to be going to medical calls”

    “I can’t believe I am always stuck on the ###### medic!”

    While I could easily argue that we should care from a public service perspective, I want to approach it from another perspective.

    Imagine it is 22:30 and a box alarm is struck. You grumble as you run out to the medic as the other crew loads into the Engine. You turnout and began responding Code 3. Your partner maps you and with a little inspiration in his voice he says “We should be the first due medic, we shouldn’t be medical!”. A grin grows on both your faces. As you weave around traffic driving down the Blvd, dispatch announces that there are reported victims. The battalion arrives and promptly provides a size-up. “Fire Com, show Battalion 1 arrived on a 2 story single family dwelling. We have heavy smoke and flame showing from the alpha side. Strike me a second alarm. E1 will be fire attack, first due medic will be patient care”.

    Shit.

    It’s about this time when you realize that the patch on your shoulder happens to say “Paramedic” while your partner’s only says “Emergency Medical Technician”. This is now a ‘you’ problem. You realize whatever is waiting for you is for you to fix. When was the last time you intubated? Did you actually check the airway kit or did you ‘check’ the airway kit? Do you remember where the Cyanokit is stored?


    This scenario very well could be real for you, me, or the next guy. The outcome is strictly based on how we prepare and train. Is our mindset ready for what we are expected to do? That is a question we can only answer for ourselves. While I was going through my Paramedic internship, two things were instilled in me:

    1. Be ready to save a human life today
    2. Don’t let yourself find out that you don’t know what you are doing in the middle of being expected to know what you are doing.

    Number 1 is important to me. It was commonly used by the shift BC at the end of the morning meeting. It wasn’t used as a “hell yeah brothers” kind of deal, but rather as a reminder of the expected mindset. It’s the mindset we should strive to carry on our own as it’s the same mind set the public expects us to have.

    Emergency personnel use a manual resuscitator on a fire victim during a high rise fire on East 181 Street, Sunday, Jan. 9, 2022, in the Bronx borough of New York. (AP Photo/Lloyd Mitchell)
https://www.jems.com/patient-care/doctors-race-to-save-lives-after-ny-fire-killed-17/
    Emergency personnel use a manual resuscitator on a fire victim during a high rise fire on East 181 Street, Sunday, Jan. 9, 2022, in the Bronx borough of New York. (AP Photo/Lloyd Mitchell)

    We need to be ready to take aggressive action to save a victim’s life. Why would we want to find a victim and not continue providing them with what they need to survive? Doesn’t that defeat the purpose? From the Firefighter Rescue Survey, we know that a Cyanokit makes a difference in survival for unconscious victims removed from fires.

    I can also sense an argument will be made “But we have private EMS to take care of that”. Do they have the training or resources to care for these people? In my experience fire agencies (transporting or non-transport) have better training, resources, and equipment than private EMS, and that does make a difference. And while I agree with some of the sentiments of folks like Search Culture who promote fire resources from not attending every low acuity call in the district, I do think we have a place and a duty in high acuity emergency situations.

    In closing, check your rig, know where your Cyanokits are stored and above all:

    Be ready to save a human life today

    Be safe out there,

    ‘B’

  • Introduction

    Hi, my name is ‘B’. I am a younger guy in the fire service. I started volunteering in the middle of a pandemic, wandered through fire school, got lost in medic school, and now I work as a Firefighter/Paramedic for a small agency, and as a Paramedic for a medium size fire district.

    I wanted to put together this blog as a way to journal and share my experiences and thoughts. I am not here to make my name big or find glory in sharing my stories. At the end of the day, whether 0 people or 1,000 people read this, I don’t think that matters. I just want to share and maybe make some folks think, learn, or laugh.

    Identity

    I will likely always go by ‘B’. I will likely always be employed by non-descript organizations or agencies. This is not to try and hide who I am or masquerade my message, but rather to let me be me and talk about what’s on my mind. In a lot of ways, this is just a publicly readable journal of me.

    Anyways, if you have stumbled upon this blog, I hope that you enjoyed my Backstep Thoughts

    Stay safe out there,

    ‘B’